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aku pnh tce ayt ni pjbt pos klu tk slap...

ad sorg uncle ni tegor fsal ayt tu,dye ckp,ayt tu mmg btl,dye da ad 4 org ank,tp dye tk blh nk jd papa yg baek,ank2 dye smua rapat ngn wife dye..

aku pn tfkir..btl jgak ayt tu..

nk jd ayh sng,tp nk jd 'ayh' yg sbnr mmg ssah...

hm,mcm ayh aku..dye mmg jd ayh,tp dye bkn abah..

aku tk pnh dgr ayh yg prli ank..prli..klu dgn kwn2,ok..tp bkn dgn ank..

dye prli aku mcm aku ni org lua,mcm aku ni bkn ank dye..

then,ad ke ayh yg tarik rmbt ank??klu ad pn,tu ayh yg kjam..

ad ke ayh yg sggup halau ank?? sbb ank tk tlg dye..skli je........

ayh jenis pe tu???

lyn ank mcm org lua...mcm bkn ank sndri....

klu dulu,mse aku dok ngn mak,bria2 ckp aku ni ank dye la,tu la,ini la,manis sgt mulut dye an..

skrg ni ?? aku la yg dye bnci,aku la yg dye mrh,aku la yg dye prli tiap2 ari,aku la tmpt dye nk lpskn geram...

aku pnt la.......... pnt kne layan mcm ni...

pnt mnanges....

salah ke kalau aku nk ckp smthing yg btl ??

tlg la...klu pe yg dye ckp,yg dye kutuk tu btl,aku pn tkkn lawan..tkkn ckp pape...

tkkn aku nk bia je dye ckp yg bkn2 fsal mak,fsal aku .....

dye mmg tk pnh knal aku...

dye tau nk cari salah aku je..........

hm,sblm ni tk pnh ad sape yg lawan dye...

mgkn sbb tu dye rase dye je yg btl....n dye rase tkkn ad org yg brani lawan dye...

tp dye silap kot.... klu dye ckp tkkn ad sape yg nk lwn dye,dye mmg salah byk,sbb aku akn lawan dye

sbb smua yg dye ckp tu,nk mnyalahkn org...mnyalahkn org yg tk salah..

aku tk la brni sgt ngan dye,tp aku kne cuba gk..

klu tk,smpai ble smua org nk tunduk ngn dye?? smpai ble fmly aku nk idup bwh arahn dye??kne sepak trajang dye ...

tk sggup da nk dgr ibu nanges sbb dye,tk sggup da nk dgr dye kutuk mak..

tk sggup da nk tgk dye cari salah kmi...

smlm dye ckp mcm2 kt aku n tarik rmbt aku mybe sbb dye rase tcaba sbb aku org 1st yg brni lawan dye..

mgkn dye akn ckp kt org,aku ni ank kurg aja..

n mgkn org laen pn akn ckp aku ni ank kurg aja..

aku bkn nk jd kurg aja,aku juz tk ske org yg mcm dye...

aku ckp pe yg btl,bkn ske2 nk lawan..

huh,pape pn.. Allah tu sntiasa nmpk ape yg kte wat kn..dye nmpk mne yg btl,mne yg salah...